if u are anything like me .. you wont put much ur attention in what comes around you and take things easily. Its a good thing if you are in the top stage of life where you could grabs everything and the attraction will come after you with the high confident level, but some how .. it turns to almost chaotic when you are different person and having an average life . You have to find your own attraction BY THOUGHT and almost of the time you'll left behind. thats it!
A man said " Take the first step in faith, you dont have to see the whole stair case. Just take the first step".
Yes, we don't have to see too far but it doesn't means that things become easy. Sometimes a tiny tiny little thing becomes the vital part in future and we just don't know. The thing is when the opportunity is there, impulsive is there just go and take it, don't wait any longer and don't miss it
awkward silent..
Things happened in my life recently give me some thoughts and the anger in me finnally revealed by writing this. The issue here is "Baju dinner"
bila nak cari baju neh??????
baju ape nak pakai neh????? baju kurung? long dress? or should i call it jubah?? or bla bla bla?
tema Red CaRpet???
ok2... i`m just exaggerate on it, but its still a matter right???
next, i`m going to "surveying" the bajus -bajus today with "mee sedap" to the full satisfaction.
what ever it is now the prior is my resume. haven`t complete yet!!! i`m going to off.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Saturday, December 20, 2008
2nd attempt
urgh.. (sigh...) this is attempt 2 to install mobiwan in my network simulator 2
. after 24 hours , ive found the mobiwan patches for ns 2.33 . but 1 question came up, how could i make it work? how am i going to install this thing to my ns2? what should i do with this thing???? STILL i could not answer those question, i`m exhousted now .. there were many options .. all i need is just to pick one way the easiest way.. but i could not undertand any.. there were nothing and now i m stuck. the latest mobiwan in internet was in 2003. it was MORE THEN 5 Years back.. and we're in 2008 to be 2009 now .. sigh.... why everyone so not interested with MOBIWAN? is it because of its name or What???
i`m exhausted.. .. i need help...
now i`m going to close my laptop and take a rest..
. after 24 hours , ive found the mobiwan patches for ns 2.33 . but 1 question came up, how could i make it work? how am i going to install this thing to my ns2? what should i do with this thing???? STILL i could not answer those question, i`m exhousted now .. there were many options .. all i need is just to pick one way the easiest way.. but i could not undertand any.. there were nothing and now i m stuck. the latest mobiwan in internet was in 2003. it was MORE THEN 5 Years back.. and we're in 2008 to be 2009 now .. sigh.... why everyone so not interested with MOBIWAN? is it because of its name or What???
i`m exhausted.. .. i need help...
now i`m going to close my laptop and take a rest..
Friday, December 19, 2008
erkkk~ erkkk~ i was so full and a bit bloated after all the super duper delicious dinner i had last night in T.G.I. haha .. we celebrated the three princess's birthday Shique, Bom and fana and had tremendously fun all together!!!!!. ohh my god i`ve just fart and i can smell the sweet aroma from my belly.. so stink!!! (hehehe.. shhhhhhttt... keep it ur self..). N way let me just show our picture. camera really love us. we just cant stop ;)







Wednesday, November 12, 2008
HOme SwEEt HoME
congratulations hani!!! u're free to go now.. good bye.. see u again in a month. dat what am thinking as soon as i crossed the main gate of uniten. i feels relief. no more assignments, no more test, no more quiz, which mean no more pressure and no more tension after all. am happy and couldn`t stop grinning " macam kerang Busuk ". i can hear the rhythm in my head .. very soft rhythm singging to me all the way back to my house. i`m gettin excited.
and now i`m home. Home SwEEt Home.. i woke up in the morning and the aroma of mum's cook give me the hunger pangs which i always miss. btw, my mum is not really good in cook as she has no much time at home. as what i can remember, our menu is almost the same everyday since both of my little brothers are the most choosey and fussy in foods more than anyone in this world. CUrRy ayam , CurrY iKan, Curry DAGING and all types of currys are most favourable for them. never eat fish except for curry, never eat vege, never eat seafoods, but they love sushi very much and KFC for sure! and sometimes we have masak lemak, tomyam ayam, papprik and soup thats all. I still remember when my brother was a little kid around age 3-4. He call the restaurant as "rumah org" so, every morning he will ask my father to bring him breakfast at "Rumah org".
normally he'll say "baba, nak makan roti canai kat rumah org?" haha.. its funny. And one more thing about him, he loves to play with cam very much!!
i really have no idea what he trying to do or trying to be, but its always make me big lough. i think he is kind of creative person. and have creative mind of thinking. He always make us lough at loud. and both of them always be the happiness in my family.




"Big wheels keep on turning
Carry me home to see my kin
Singing songs about the south-land
I miss 'my home' once again"
Carry me home to see my kin
Singing songs about the south-land
I miss 'my home' once again"
and now i`m home. Home SwEEt Home.. i woke up in the morning and the aroma of mum's cook give me the hunger pangs which i always miss. btw, my mum is not really good in cook as she has no much time at home. as what i can remember, our menu is almost the same everyday since both of my little brothers are the most choosey and fussy in foods more than anyone in this world. CUrRy ayam , CurrY iKan, Curry DAGING and all types of currys are most favourable for them. never eat fish except for curry, never eat vege, never eat seafoods, but they love sushi very much and KFC for sure! and sometimes we have masak lemak, tomyam ayam, papprik and soup thats all. I still remember when my brother was a little kid around age 3-4. He call the restaurant as "rumah org" so, every morning he will ask my father to bring him breakfast at "Rumah org".
normally he'll say "baba, nak makan roti canai kat rumah org?" haha.. its funny. And one more thing about him, he loves to play with cam very much!!
i really have no idea what he trying to do or trying to be, but its always make me big lough. i think he is kind of creative person. and have creative mind of thinking. He always make us lough at loud. and both of them always be the happiness in my family.
sometimes he did stupid little things whatever he could to take it as a joke
the funny faces
during hari raya in kampung
Sunday, November 9, 2008
its holiday special
i keep grinning my self when everytime i saw my new BirDy Little Blog which are so So SO.. SUPER cute !
haha~ Very SpecIAL ThANKS TOO mY hoUSEMATE sUE, for her contributionS AND efforts to MY Blog. She's so so so great in designing and so what ever with HTML code which i have none, the HTML cOde is just merely on her finger tip and everything she did for me while i was just looking at her, impressing, i guess this is something new for me to explore and and this going to be some kind of much fun for a month break !! now, i`ve start to miss my friends already, Sara, sheilalala~, boom, alin, sharina, dilla, sue, dilla, elya, and alll of them. dilla is already on her way back to TeRengaaGANU, sara will going back home in perak soon after finishing our Vlsi Report while Sheila keep loyal with her FYP and her supervisor. The rest.. still struggling to pack their stuffs. and finally we all going back to home and having great time with family..by the way i already have a to do list starting from tomorrow.. always been thinking for unnecessary things that make my life miserable. happy holiday to all!!!!

to do list














to do list
- C proggramming (FYP forever)
- Otcl language (its all about FYP)
- taking my little brother to sport team park
- applying for Industrial training
- house keeping for sure!
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
tido la tido
penatnya hari nie.. esuk pagi kul 9-00 ad satu paper . hopefully everything will be fine.. risau gak kalau tiba2 blank esuk ape la gaknya aku nak bantai nanti. haha~ telur ayam jer la.. dah la nak goreng pun tak reti.. haih... sedih jer bunyi.. sekarang baru nak masuk solat isyak tepat kul 8.00 mlm tapi mata dah separuh mcm penyu. org ckap ape pun dah tak dgr .. satu je yang aku nampak sekarang bantal dan tilam best nya tido~~ alangkah indahnya dunia hanya aku bantal dan tilam. dunia kami bagaikan yang tak berpenghujung .. oh tilam.. oh bantal.. eh lupa pulak selimut!!! kesian kat dia haha~ well ...dah sampai masenye kita berjuang dlm mimpi =P nite~~

Tuesday, November 4, 2008
my super ex hero


(sigh...) even dah masuk 3 thn still could not get over him.. nie la masalah yang selalu dihadapi kaum hawa and i beleive that i`m not the only one who has this kind of feeling .. alott more of people outside there having the same prob with me .. be strong !!! dont ever u loose faith.. the monotony of love make u really sick of it.. the pain was almost more than u could bear.. but, in these new century and new generation of peoples.. we have to move forward and always moving forward bcoz once we fall down its difficult to heals the wound.
walau apapun... kamu sentiasa di ingatan.. saya pasti mendoakan kamu.. semoga kamu bahagia
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