sTiNgY

OMG!!! why this thing are really hard to deal with. i have lost my patience right now!!! could not stand anymore.. i`ve been tried to install this so called 'XaNDRoSS ' and 'Ns2' thing for thousand times but why still could not work?? agaGAGAGgaga... i curse u to be a frog 'com -com' then only u will know how powerfull am i.. hehe..by all means!

one year has gone

i thought it was almost 1 year since i wrote my last blog. hee.. very pemalas one to write anything.. actually there`s nothing to talk about since everything seems fine.. from its cover. Last week , i bought new good brand com-com its not too expensive nor very canggih one but meet my satisfaction with LARGE screen and comes with ORIGINAL windows based, very solid with SILVER drees, 1G high and 162 weight . beautifull interface and webcam provided. isn`t it worth with just 2k? yes =) . computers are now getting cheaper and cheaper over the time.. i stiill remember how expensive was the price fo a single laptop in 5 years back, it cost me almost 4k. urghhhhh~ damn it. no more talk

recently, i found someone`s blog, very interesting to read and awsome. i should not mention his name but he has really great voice. He talks about politic, retaurant , foods, sports and everything that he likes but the way he express is kind of different. simple cool and COOOLLL ~~ huhu.. i also fall in love with one of my freinds blog (sara its u) always make me lough everytime and she love to talk and talk and never lack of ideas. i just could know her better through her blogg sometimes. lalala time is running~ need to stop.

jika dan hanya jika

jika dan hanya jika aku telah ketemu..
aku pasti bahagia..

jika dan hanya jika aku sempat berdiri sebelum aku terjatuh..
aku pasti gembira..

jika dan hanya jika aku dewasa sebelum aku kecil
tiada siapa yang akan terluka..

jika dan hanya jika aku mampu merubah
ku kan sentiasa tersenyum.

jika dan hanya jika hanyalah dalam bisikan hatiku. kerna aku hanya mampu berbisik tidak mampu untuk meluah.

inspired by.. hehe

"words" does not suits me

since i kid untill now.. i always heard people said that we have to beleive in Allah, do we really understand how? how is the correct way to show that i`m beleiver? how ? is it by praying? is it in the heart? yes it is but how?? why i dont know the answer? why the question keep coming to my head? if i`m the truth beleiver i`m sure i will know the answer but its not there.. just empty.. even i pray, even i recites the holy Quran, even my parent gave me strong basic religion, but still something is missing in the heart. i know that. and today, after been waiting for so long.. i got the answer finally, i start to understand everything.. everything that happened in my life.. the hard life i had.. its all looks clear in front of me. "beleive in Allah" i know the truth meaning behind of this short phrase now. Beleive that everything is all by Allah.. and i`ll not afraid to anything except Allah.Its not just words for me anymore it brings so much meaning . Either we realy understand or not, thats matter for me. I wanna feel so happy inside, walk freely and smile from my heart. Not just pretending. Thats what i really want in life.. i have opened my heart and accept everything that come to my life.

i`m truely free

hijab

why hijab?

why i need hijab?

to preserve

my dignity, modesty, integrity. I WEAR IT SO PROUDLY!

manusia bodo aka "lelaki itu"

damn u man~

gelaran yang paling tepat buat "lelaki itu"

kebenarannya luka ku masih di situ di bawah permukaan

tetapi aku bijak dalam menyembunyikannya

memori hanya membawa aku hidup dalam kebencian





haruskah aku??







patutkah aku??






itu bukanlah jalan hidup yang ku pilih.

kerana aku tau kebencian hanya akan membawa manusia kepada kemusnahan

Allah tidak suka umatnya membenci sesama mahluk

apatah lagi memutuskan persaudaraan

seluruh umat islam adalah saudaraku

siapalah aku untuk menghukum

astagfirullahalazim..

Allah Maha Pengampun lagi Maha Penyayang.

the people under my judgement

i was really bored.. i got nothing to do today.. i just wanted to get my mind free and the only thing i could do is talking with someone.. so... that was my interest for the time being. talk talk and talk even i don't know what am i talking about but, i just do it becoz sometimes thing happen without any reasons.. it just happen and after it happened, then only people will start to think the reason behind of it.. i have no life before, i had no topic to talk, no interest with ANYTHING, in short, I'm bored person.. thats the fact yes !proud of it.

By the way i've met a few type of people. I have categorized them to some group

1. They will be a good listener but very poor to express them self
2. some one that has a 'king' in their life and born to be so lucky yet they still not happy.. with the "big fat" crap things
3. Very strong person inside and outside of personality
4. the person who afraid to face the fact that life would never be always"success", but they have no problems at all, even they still can enjoy their life as life goes on.