BANGUNLAH SAUDARAKU, SEDARLAH KAMU DARI MIMPI

Dengan pembuka kata, Allah yang Maha Pemurah, Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Penyayang. hamba memula bicara.. semoga apa yang tercatat di dalam warkah hari ini.. menjadi pedoman hidup hamba untuk selamanya. Bila dimana hamba lalai.. disinilah titik permulaaan hamba kembali ke jalan yang diredhaimu. amin..

Setiap manusia tidak akan pernah terlepas daripada melakukan dosa, dari sekelumit sehingga sebesar-besar dosa yang telah dilakukan.. Betapa kecil dan kerdilnya kita di sisi Allah S.W.T.. Namun yang demikian kasih sayang Allah itu sangatla besar.. sehingga tidak dapat untuk kita nyatakan betapa besarnya kasih dan sayang Allah kepada hamba-hambanya.. Setiap hamba yang bertaubat pasti akan menerima keampunan dari-Nya..

riwayat Rasulullah s.a.w. memperdengarkan ayat: "Walladzina idza fa'lahu fahisyatan au dholamu anfusahum dzakarullaha fastagh faru lidzu-nubihim, waman yagh firudzdzunuba illa Allah, walam yashirru ala maa fa'alu wahum ya'lamun (135) Ula'ika jazaa'uhum maghdiratun min robbihim wa jannatun tajri min tahtihal anharu kholidina fiha wani'ma ajrul amilin (136). (Yang bermaksud): "Dan mereka yang bila berbuat kekejian atau zalim terhadap siri sendiri, langsung ingat kepada Allah lalu minta ampun dari dosa mereka, mengerti benar-benar bahawa tiada yang mengampunkan dosa kecuali Allah, dan tidak merahajalela dalam dosanya, sedang mereka mengetahui. Untuk mereka tersedia pengampunan Tuhan dan syurga yang mengalir dari bawahnya beberapa sungai, ekkal mereka didalamnya, sebaik-baik pahala bagi yang beramal." (Surah: Al-Imran 135-136)

Dan kita sebagai manusia tidak berhak untuk menghukum.. tidak berhak untuk membenci dan tidak berhak untuk mencaci.. setiap kejadian di atas muka bumi ini adalah diatas ketentuannya. We dont have the right to judge people because things happened with reason. Kadang-kala bila kita mengenali seseorang yang menzalimi dirinya sendiri, dengan serta-merta perasaan benci datang. Terlintas di fikiran siapakah kita untuk membenci sedangkan dosa yang dilakukan adalah diantara dirinya dan Allah S.W.T. sehinggakan di dalam satu situasi dimana umat manusia alpa akan tanggungjawab mereka sesama umat.

Inilah yang berlaku apabila pesakit2 HIV dewasa yang beragama Islam berlindung di bawah naungan orang yang bukan beragama islam di dalam sebuah gereja. Alangkah sedih dan pilunya.. umat islam kini. Di antara ribuan umat Islam tiada siapapun yang perihatin dan tidak sekalipun mengambil perkara seperti ini menjadi tajuk utama berita dan saya sendiri tidak menyedari bahawa tiada pusat perlindungan untuk pesakit HIV positif yang beragama Islam di Malaysia sehinggalah membaca coretan email daripada Ustaz Muhammad Bin Abdullah. Terima kasih diucapkan kepada ustaz atas keperihatinanya dan atas sifat tanggungjawabnya untuk menyedarkan kita semua daripada terus lalai.

Beginilah keadaan pesakit-pesakit HIV positif bersama ustz. Muhammad Bin Abdullah dan Kak Liza

Sesi ceramah agama di lakukan di dalam sebuah bilik di gereja

Bilik yang menempatkan salah seorang pesakit HIV positif

Di Gereja inilah pesakit- pesakit HIV positif ditempatkan

Seharusnya Kita semua umat Islam haruslah bertindak dengan segera.. melakukan apa yang termampu bukan hanya dengan berkata - kata tapi melakukan apa yang sewajarnya.. salam ukhwah

HOW TO GET EMPLOYED??

since last 28days, i have attended for 4 interview session with Vads, TI, TM Annex 1, and VDSL. I've been rejected by two of them and still waiting for the rest. The worst i had was with VDSL company, where i failed to answer most of the questions. It was not that difficult but it was me. The funny thing was when he draw me a symbol and i couldn't answer untill he told me that it is diode (ahahahahaha) It always happened to me, i knew the symboll really, just forgot. Grrrrr . Anyway, here are some tips that might be useful to prepare urself before the interview.

• First, be 15 min earlier before the interview start
• Introduce yourself and get to know the name of interviewer from secretary
  
• Comfort with yourself when u seat and always smiling to make yourself feel good.
• Answer each question ardently and stick with your answer
  
• Be confident and honest when you answer each question. If u don't know just say it and don't try to improvise otherwise, u really good in it. (Some interviewer they don't really look whether the answer is wrong or right but how u tackle the quest. given)
  
• Most of the time the interviewer will ask u to introduce yourself and u have to start with your name (a short name easy for them to call u), where u come from, your higher qualification, working experience, hobbies, and your expectations for the job.
• The important thing is you must know what you are looking for and describe it well.
• From my experience, if your interviewer is Korean and have difficulty to communicate. Don't hesitate to ask them to repeat the question.

Goodluck to everyone =)

Malaysia oh malaysia

Its been a while since last i wrote here, as usual not much thing to say, just a portion of life mix with another portion and become a history. The history that will remains in everyone and depends how they value that moment.

MJ the King of Pop has passed away at the age of 50, Nana just won 100 thousand dollar and break the records of "Jangan Lupa Lirik", and me sitting here, jobless waiting for miracle to happen, maybe. As i go through the Sun newspaper dated on July 8, 2009, i saw an article about Decision today on use of english in teaching maths and science in the primary school. For me its quite dissappointed when the government have decided to eliminate the system as this is the only chance to provide a platform for children to make an improvement, which is a step forward to the higher level of the education system now. But.. as the gorvenment had make the decision, its probably the best solution to all the problems arose regarding this issue. In mind, Malaysian just not ready to change just for one reason, the mentality of our people are very poor. Pity people at my age, who doesn have the spirit of patriotism in self. Something has to be done and all we need is just time.

p/s - 0320363888 en. shamsul cimb.

Whats ur BIG issues?

if u are anything like me .. you wont put much ur attention in what comes around you and take things easily. Its a good thing if you are in the top stage of life where you could grabs everything and the attraction will come after you with the high confident level, but some how .. it turns to almost chaotic when you are different person and having an average life . You have to find your own attraction BY THOUGHT and almost of the time you'll left behind. thats it!

A man said " Take the first step in faith, you dont have to see the whole stair case. Just take the first step".

Yes, we don't have to see too far but it doesn't means that things become easy. Sometimes a tiny tiny little thing becomes the vital part in future and we just don't know. The thing is when the opportunity is there, impulsive is there just go and take it, don't wait any longer and don't miss it


awkward silent..


Things happened in my life recently give me some thoughts and the anger in me finnally revealed by writing this. The issue here is "Baju dinner"


bila nak cari baju neh??????


baju ape nak pakai neh????? baju kurung? long dress? or should i call it jubah?? or bla bla bla?


tema Red CaRpet???




ok2... i`m just exaggerate on it, but its still a matter right???



next, i`m going to "surveying" the bajus -bajus today with "mee sedap" to the full satisfaction.


what ever it is now the prior is my resume. haven`t complete yet!!! i`m going to off.

2nd attempt

urgh.. (sigh...) this is attempt 2 to install mobiwan in my network simulator 2
. after 24 hours , ive found the mobiwan patches for ns 2.33 . but 1 question came up, how could i make it work? how am i going to install this thing to my ns2? what should i do with this thing???? STILL i could not answer those question, i`m exhousted now .. there were many options .. all i need is just to pick one way the easiest way.. but i could not undertand any.. there were nothing and now i m stuck. the latest mobiwan in internet was in 2003. it was MORE THEN 5 Years back.. and we're in 2008 to be 2009 now .. sigh.... why everyone so not interested with MOBIWAN? is it because of its name or What???

i`m exhausted.. .. i need help...

now i`m going to close my laptop and take a rest..

erkkk~ erkkk~ i was so full and a bit bloated after all the super duper delicious dinner i had last night in T.G.I. haha .. we celebrated the three princess's birthday Shique, Bom and fana and had tremendously fun all together!!!!!. ohh my god i`ve just fart and i can smell the sweet aroma from my belly.. so stink!!! (hehehe.. shhhhhhttt... keep it ur self..). N way let me just show our picture. camera really love us. we just cant stop ;)

HOme SwEEt HoME

congratulations hani!!! u're free to go now.. good bye.. see u again in a month. dat what am thinking as soon as i crossed the main gate of uniten. i feels relief. no more assignments, no more test, no more quiz, which mean no more pressure and no more tension after all. am happy and couldn`t stop grinning " macam kerang Busuk ". i can hear the rhythm in my head .. very soft rhythm singging to me all the way back to my house. i`m gettin excited.

"Big wheels keep on turning

Carry me home to see my kin

Singing songs about the south-land

I miss 'my home' once again"

and now i`m home. Home SwEEt Home.. i woke up in the morning and the aroma of mum's cook give me the hunger pangs which i always miss. btw, my mum is not really good in cook as she has no much time at home. as what i can remember, our menu is almost the same everyday since both of my little brothers are the most choosey and fussy in foods more than anyone in this world. CUrRy ayam , CurrY iKan, Curry DAGING and all types of currys are most favourable for them. never eat fish except for curry, never eat vege, never eat seafoods, but they love sushi very much and KFC for sure! and sometimes we have masak lemak, tomyam ayam, papprik and soup thats all. I still remember when my brother was a little kid around age 3-4. He call the restaurant as "rumah org" so, every morning he will ask my father to bring him breakfast at "Rumah org".
normally he'll say "baba, nak makan roti canai kat rumah org?" haha.. its funny. And one more thing about him, he loves to play with cam very much!!

i really have no idea what he trying to do or trying to be, but its always make me big lough. i think he is kind of creative person. and have creative mind of thinking. He always make us lough at loud. and both of them always be the happiness in my family.

sometimes he did stupid little things whatever he could to take it as a joke

the funny faces

during hari raya in kampung

the side view of my little brother

blissfull